The Contents of My Pockets
 

The portals of my mind 
are too opaque for window shoppers,
who stare at the scum, jaded and blind,
with sand in their eyes.
You must cup your hands to the glass.
The contents of my pockets
are only known to me:
ticket stubs, loose change, 
and a set of unmarked keys.
I left my lethargy in my other pants.
The tunes I sing when I'm alone
are between me and my cat,
played on a phantom gramophone.
Everyone knows who I am
except me
and everybody knows the road I travel
when I'm lost in anxiety.
I've never understood a road map,
I always read between the lines.
 
 

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Nick Kellaway 
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